"Recently
since losing my little sister 3 days before her due date, I have come to
realize what love is and how delicate it is. Love is something delicate that
everyone should know. To everyone should love be shown. Addison Ruth Goodhue,
such a delicate yet so lifeless little girl. She was still born on September
26th 2011. She had 8 older brothers and 1 older sister and 2 amazing parents
awaiting her arrival, she most certainly arrived. But not in the way we had
planned. She went to be with Jesus. Many tears have been cried and are still
being cried. She was most certainly loved, all though we had never met her and
never knew what her personality was like, all though we will never know what
color eyes she would have, what shade of brown her hair would be, what her
favorite color or animal would be. We can be assured that she is in a wonderful
place where she can rejoice and praise God non-stop! Days upon days, Hours upon
Hours, Minute after Minute. To be honest…I am Jealous that my little sister got
to meet God before all of her siblings! The youngest but yet the won winning
the race! So many people…Had never met her, but yet had a love so big and
strong for someone who never got to feel a hug or a kiss goodnight. All of this
has opened my eyes. There are so many children who are alive and living, that
don’t feel that love but instead feel neglect and hate. They may never feel
love, hugs, or kisses. They will never feel a love so delicate. They sit and
waste away their precious lives in cribs. When they could be out running
,laughing ,jumping, and playing. Swinging on swings and Making friends! It
breaks my heart to know that the kids in orphanages have never even seen the
stars! The stars are on my “Top 10” list of favorites! There was a little boy
named Dakota, a 7 year old boy…who passed away over a year ago ,just recently
we found out about him passing. A life that slipped away so quietly…No one
cared about this precious life. A sweet boy, his life wasted…so wasted. It
angers me greatly to know that his life was spent in a horrible place without
any love. How could anyone do that to a child? Tell me that. There are so many
kids with Down syndrome that pass and are never missed. They are the forgotten
children of this world. They are perfect and deserve love. So what they may be
different. But aren’t we all different? In one way or another. We most
certainly are different. But because the world is so warped, children who learn
slower, have almond shaped eyes, wider spaces between there fingers and toes
get their lives deemed unworthy of life.
If anything someone who could treat a child like that and not be
bothered by it...Their life should be deemed as unworthy to be lived. This is the blunt truth. It breaks my heart to know that sweet Dakota
had to wait 7 years to feel love...7 years.
He endured pain and suffering everyday for 7 years...Because he was
"different". Because God put a
little more time into making him special.
Because Dakota was unique in a way that no one else can ever be. A precious life on earth that just slipped
away with out a sound. Tears were cried
over a little boy whom many had never met.
Better yet teens who cared so much about him that we were devistated
that he passed. Anjelica to be
specific. She had been blogging and advocating
for Dakota...For months and months.
Trying to find a home for a precious boy who gained his angel wings and
flew to Jesus a year ago. Doesn't that
just give you a heavy heart? I know it
does to me. She cared so much but yet
didn't find out that he already had his family and was HOME, until almost
exactly a year after his passing. It's
such a horrible thought. Thinking about
it puts me in tears. I don't understand
the world. I don't understand God's
reasoning for this but yet...Will I ever? I do know that God is calling all of us
followers of Christ to join together and fix the injustice's in this
world. "
--Alyssa--